She would keep up the regular
weekly prayer meetings at mission headquarters and provide a center
there in London for returning missionaries. She would attend
the daily business and correspondence while passing along any letters
the council needed to handle. The council would be responsible
for interviewing candidates, dispensing funds, and keeping
friends of the mission appraised of its work through the continuing
publication of the occasional paper. Though confident that
business at home was again in good hands, As they left once
more for China, funds were still low. The mission's bank account
was a paltry twenty-one pounds when the tailors set sail, but
there was no debt, and Hudson was able to write him a letter
to friends of the mission. Now that the work has grown,
more helpers are needed at home, as abroad, but the principles
of action remain the same. We shall seek pecuniary aid from
God by prayer as hithertofore. He will put it into the hearts
of those He sees fit to use to act as His channels. When there
is money in hand, it will be remitted to China. When there
is none, none will be sent, and we shall not draw upon home,
so that there can be no going into debt. Should our faith be
tried as it has been before, the Lord will prove Himself faithful
as He has ever done. Nay, should our faith fail, His
faithfulness will not, for it is written, If we believe Yet
he abideth faithful. Never had Hudson needed that
confidence more than when, after an absence of fifteen months,
he once again reached China. Sickness and other problems had
discouraged missionaries in several of the older, more established
centers. Hudson's old friend, George Duncan, had left Nanking
due to illness and was even then on his way back to England to
die. Even the little Chinese churches had dwindled. Many stations
were undermanned. Some had been closed. So much
help and encouragement was needed that Hudson hardly knew where
to begin. Instead of planning for an advance to unreached provinces,
it looked like a major task just to build up the existing work
to its previous level. In wintry weather, the snow deep
on the ground, Hudson left his wife to attend to the work in
Hangzhou and set off up the Grand Canal to Qingyang. It must have
seemed especially lonely to open up the empty mission house that
had been such a happy home to his family. From there he wrote
his wife to say, I have invited the church members and inquirers
to dine with me tomorrow, Sunday. I want them all to meet together.
May the Lord give us his blessing. Though things are sadly discouraging,
they are not hopeless. They will soon look up, by God's
blessing, if they are looked after. That was his attitude
everywhere he went. Finally, he was joined by his
wife and Nan King, where together they spent three months working
in direct evangelism. From there, he reported back
home. Every night, we gather a large number by means of pictures
and lantern slides and preach to them Jesus. We had fully 500
in the chapel last night. Some did not stay long. Others
were there nearly three hours. May the Lord bless our stay here
to souls. Every afternoon, women come to
see and to hear. Evidence of his great inner strength
was seen in a letter he wrote to Emily Blatchley in which he
asked, If you are ever drinking at the fountain, with what will
your life be running over? Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. It was a full cup of faith that
Hudson Taylor carried, and the overflow of that spirit proved
to be just what was needed by the mission in China. His visits
accomplished their objective of encouragement and were continued
until he had been at least once to every station and almost every
outstation in the mission. And his concern was not just
for his fellow missionaries. Everywhere he went, he sought
out the Chinese Christians to help and encourage them as well. When they could be together,
his wife's assistance was invaluable. They would work at times far
into the night attending to correspondence. On medical journeys, she was
often his companion. or she might remain at one station
where there was sickness while he went on to another. Repeatedly,
they felt grateful for his medical knowledge, for there was no other
doctor in the mission or anywhere away from the treaty ports in
those years. Of course, his medical expertise
often added to his burden of work. For example, Hudson once
reached a distance station to find 98 letters awaiting him.
Yet, the very next day, he took time to write a full page of
medical instructions about Eiling's baby. Now, A-Ling was one of
the valued Chinese helpers at Chin-Yang. But whether it meant
longer letters or extra journeys, Hudson thanked God for any and
every way in which he could help. Because it was, as he said and
showed many times, his greatest desire to be servant of all. After being back in China about
nine months, Hudson wrote, the Lord is prospering us and the
work is steadily growing. especially in that most important
department, native help. The helpers themselves need much
help, much care and instruction, but they are becoming more efficient
as well as more numerous, and the hope of China lies doubtless
in them. I look on foreign missionaries
as the scaffolding round a rising building. The sooner it can be
dispensed with, the better, or the sooner, rather, that it can
be transferred to serve the same temporary purpose elsewhere.
Winter came again. Yet the season seldom changed
the number of demands on Hudson's time. In the coldest of weather,
he continued on the road. After 10 out of 12 weeks spent
away from his wife, the two of them finally managed to meet
at an empty mission house at Fing Hua, where they enjoyed
being together alone, truly alone, for the first time since they
had been married. Their little honeymoon soon ended
with a call for help. It came from the Crombies, whose
only remaining children were on the verge of death. So Hudson
set off on a two-day journey over mountain passes drifted
high with snow. By the time he could return from
there, another message arrived from an even more distant station
saying an entire family had come down with the smallpox. Waiting
only until his coolie arrived with his belongings, Hudson had
raced ahead to rejoin his wife. He set out again across the mountains
on treacherously icy trails that were sometimes nothing more than
steps carved out of rock. In the stress and strain of just
keeping the mission going, it would have been easy to forget
about his dream of expanding the ministry, especially when
funds for the current work were none too plentiful. But Hudson
couldn't forget. Traveling from place to place
on long journeys between the stations, through populous county,
teeming with friendly, accessible people, his heart went out more
and more to the unreached, both near and far. He wrote to the
council in London, Last week I was in Taiping. My heart was
greatly moved by the crowds that literally filled the streets
for two or three miles so that we could hardly walk, for it
was market day. We did but little preaching,
for we were looking for a place for permanent work. But I was
constrained to retire to the city wall and cry to God to have
mercy on the people, to open their hearts and give us an entrance
among them. Without any seeking on our part,
we were brought into touch with at least four anxious souls.
An old man found us out, I know not how, and followed me to our
boat. I asked him in and inquired his
name. My name is Zing, he replied, but the question which distresses
me and to which I can find no answer is, what am I to do with
my sins? Our scholars tell us that there
is no future state, but I find it hard to believe them. Oh,
sir, I lie on my bed and think. I sit alone in the daytime and
think. I think and think and think again, but I cannot tell
what is to be done about my sins. I am seventy-two years of age.
I cannot expect to finish another decade. Today knows not tomorrow's
lot, as the saying is. Can you tell me what to do with
my sins?" I can indeed, was my reply. It is to answer this very
question that we have come so many thousands of miles. Listen,
and I will explain to you what you want and need to know." When
my companions returned, he heard again the wonderful story of
the cross and left us soothed and comforted, glad to know that
we had rented a house and hoped soon to have Chinese Christians
distributing Bibles and Christian literature in that city. Something
that he put into his Bible that I think we'll find most interesting.
It says, Ask God for fifty or a hundred additional native evangelists
and as many missionaries as may be needed to open up the four
fews and forty-eight sin cities still unoccupied in Qijiang. Also for men to break into the
nine occupied provinces. Ask in the name of Jesus. And
then here is one of his prayers. I thank thee, Lord Jesus, for
the promise whereon thou hast given me to rest. Give me all
needed strength of body, wisdom of mind, Grace of soul to do
this by so great work. What followed that prayer wasn't
renewed strength, but another bout of serious illness. Week
after week he lay in bed suffering helplessly with hardly more than
enough energy to pray. Funds had been so low for months
that he hardly knew how to distribute the little that came in. There
certainly was nothing with which to begin expanding the work.
Still, we are going on to the interior. he had written to the
secretaries in London, I do so hope to see some of the destitute
provinces evangelized before long. I long for it by day, and
pray for it by night. Can he care less? Never had advance
seemed more impossible, but in his Bible was the record of his
prayer, and in his heart was the conviction that even for
inland China, God's time had almost come. It was then, while
he was still in bed recovering, that he received a letter from
England written two months before by a woman he had never met.
Her trembling hand had written, My dear sir, I bless God, in
two months I hope to place, at the disposal of your counsel,
for further extension of the China Inland Missionary work,
eight hundred pounds. Please remember, for fresh provinces. I think your receipt form beautiful.
The Lord Our Banner the Lord will provide. If faith is put
before and praise sent up, I am sure that Jehovah of Hosts will
honor it." Eight hundred pounds for fresh provinces? Even before
he recorded his prayer in his Bible? The letter had been sent,
and God had been answering his request. Surely, he thought,
the time for advancing the work had come. But Hudson couldn't
see the dark days that still lay ahead 1872 to 1876. Hudson was so encouraged by the
answer to his prayer that he soon recovered enough to travel
back to the Yangtze Valley to find spring weather and a warm
new enthusiasm spreading throughout the mission. In Xinjiang, as
in almost all the stations, Chinese Christians seemed to be growing
rapidly in their faith. New converts came to the churches
and Chinese leaders were encouraging and instructing their own people.
Recalling as many missionaries as could leave their stations,
Hudson convened a special conference in Xinyang. All those who came
found inspiration in the good reports of their colleagues'
progress, and the group joined together in prayer with Hudson
before he and Mr. Judd set out up the Great River
in search of a new base city from which he could move on into
the westernmost provinces of China. Before he left, Hudson
wrote, Is it not good of the Lord to encourage us when we
are sorely tried from want of funds?" It certainly wasn't an
abundance of supplies that accounted for the heightened enthusiasm
within the mission, and it wasn't because everything now seemed
to be going Hudson's way, either. While in Chinyang, Hudson had
received the surprising and disturbing news that Emily Blatchley had
fallen seriously ill back in London. Not only was he saddened
to learn that the prospects of her recovery were very slim,
but he wondered what was to become of the children to whom she'd
been serving as volunteer mother. And then there was the work of
the home office, more and more of which had fallen upon her
in his absence. She not only operated the mission
house, she took over the editing and distribution of the occasional
paper, dealt with much correspondence herself, and conducted the regular
prayer meeting on behalf of the mission. Hudson confided in a
letter to a Christian friend before he left on his longest
journey yet of the Yanks, saying, Never has our work entailed such
real trial or so much exercise of faith. The sickness of our
beloved friend Miss Blatchley, and her strong desire to see
me, the needs of our dear children, the state of funds, the changes
required in the work to admit of some going home, others coming
out, and a further expansion, and many other things not easily
expressed in writing, would be crushing burdens if we were to
bear them. But the Lord bears us, and them
too, and makes our hearts so very glad in Himself. Not Himself
plus a blank check, just Himself, and that I have never known greater
freedom from care and anxiety. The other week, when I reached
Shanghai, we were in great and immediate need. The mails were
both in, but no remittance, and the folios showed no balance
at home. I cast the burden on the Lord. Next morning, on waking,
I felt inclined to trouble, but the Lord gave me a word. I know
their sorrows, and am come down to deliver. Certainly I will
be with thee. And before six a.m. I was assured
that help was at hand, when near noon I received a letter from
Mr. Mueller, which had been to Ningpo, and thus delayed in reaching
me, and which continued more than three hundred pounds. My
need now is great and urgent, but God is greater and more near.
And because He is what He is, all must be, all is, all will
be well. Oh, my dear brother, the joy
of knowing the living God, of seeing the living God, of resting
on the living God, and in our very special and peculiar circumstances. I am but His agent. He will have
to look after His own honor, provide for His own servants,
and supply all our need according to his own riches, you helping
by your prayers and work of faith and labor of love." In a note
to his wife that spring, Hudson included a sobering report. The
balance in hand yesterday was 87 cents, but to that he added,
the Lord reigns, herein is our joy and rest. And to Mr. Baller he added, when the balance
was still lower, we have this and all the promises of God.
Twenty-five cents, Baller recalled later, plus all the promises
of God? Why, one felt as rich as Croesus.
Hudson challenged everyone to trust in God's provision, and
he wrote numerous letters with the same warning that he gave
to a council member in the following letter. I am truly sorry that
you should be distressed at not having funds to send me. May
I not say, be careful for nothing. We should use all care to economize
what God does send us. But when that is done, bear no
care about real or apparent lack. After living on God's faithfulness
for many years, I can testify that times of want have ever
been times of special blessing or have led to them. I do beg
that never any appeal for funds be put forward, save to God only
in prayer. When our work becomes a begging
work, it will die. God is faithful, must be so. The Lord is my shepherd. I shall
not want. He didn't want anyone connected
with the mission to be tempted to help by making financial appeals
in meetings or to individuals. So he had chosen the theme of
the Xinjiang Conference that sprang from a hymn, In some way
or another, the Lord will provide. It was with this same theme in
mind that Hudson wrote a letter of support and encouragement
to Emily Blatchley to let her know that he would be heading
back to England as soon as possible. In the letter he said, I am sure
that if we but wait, the Lord will provide. We go shortly,
that is, Mr. Judd and myself, to see if we
can procure headquarters at Wuzhang, from which to open up western
China as the Lord may enable us. We are urged on to make this
effort now, though so weak-handed, both by the need of the unreached
provinces and by our having funds in hand for work in them, while
we have none for general purposes. I cannot conceive how we shall
be helped through next month, though I fully expect that we
shall be. The Lord cannot and will not fail us." Things didn't
look much better financially by the time Hudson had returned
from Wachung after getting his friend, Mr. Judd, established
in a new station there. So the tailors set out once again
to England to see about their friend, Emily Blatchley, and
to do what they could for the mission work at home. But this
homecoming turned out to be a sad one. Emily Blatchley, faithful
friend to the end, had died while they were en route. The tailors
found the house at Pireland Road empty, the children scattered
among various friends and relatives, the homework of the mission at
a standstill, even the weekly prayer meetings discontinued.
Mission business seemed in as much disarray at home as it had
been in China the last time that they arrived there. To Hudson
it must have seemed a new all-time low point in the life of his
mission, and yet things were about to sink even lower. On
his trip up the Yanks to reach Wachung, Hudson had slipped on
the gangway of a small cargo boat and fallen hard, spraining
an ankle and wrenching his back. Though he was disabled a few
days at the time, he was eventually able to walk and endure the resulting
pain. But now, within a week or two
of his return to London, he began to feel a numbness in his limbs.
His doctor diagnosed the problem as a concussion of the spine
and ordered absolute and complete bed rest. Even then he offered
only faint hope that Hudson would ever be able to stand or walk
again. Hudson had no choice but to lie
in his upstairs room, conscious of all there was to be done for
the mission, all that could not be attended to. He had been halfway
around the world and back three times, and seen more of China
than any European since Marco Polo, and was still clinging
to the vision that God wanted him to take the gospel to all
the unreached provinces of that land. Yet, here he lay, his personal
realm suddenly limited to a narrow four-poster bed. But on the wall
at the foot of his bed, where he could see it always between
the posts, hung Hudson's big map of China. Years later, a
church leader from Scotland said to Hudson, You must sometimes
be tempted to be proud because of the wonderful way God has
used you. I doubt if any man living has had greater honor.
On the contrary, Hudson replied, I often think that God must have
been looking for someone small enough and weak enough for him
to use. And then he found me. For it
was indeed in Hudson's weakness that God began to work in a mighty
way. The outlook did not brighten as the year drew to a close.
Hudson's paralysis progressed. He was less and less able to
move and could only turn in bed with the help of a rope fixed
above him. At first he had managed to write a little, but now he
could not even hold a pen. It was then, with the dawn of
1875, that the Christian press printed a little paper he had
written titled, Appeal for Prayer on behalf of more than 150 million
of Chinese. Briefly it stated the facts with
regard to the nine un-evangelized provinces and the aims of the
mission. Four thousand pounds, it said, had recently been given
for the special purpose of sending the gospel to these distant regions.
Chinese Christians were ready to take part in the work. The
urgent need was for more missionaries, young men willing to face any
hardship in leading the way. Will each of your Christian readers,
the article requested, at once rise and raise his heart to God,
spending one minute in earnest prayer that God will raise up
this year 18 suitable men to devote themselves to this work?
The article didn't say that the leader of the mission was, to
all appearances, a hopeless It did not refer to the fact that
the 4,000 pounds had come from Hudson and his wife. It was part
of their capital from her recent inheritance. They were already
donating all the interest from the capital to the work of the
mission anyway. Neither did the article mention the covenant
of two or three years previously, when Hudson and a few friends
determined to pray daily in faith for the 18 evangelists until
they should be given. And yet, many who read the article
were moved by its challenge. Before long, Hudson's correspondence
began to increase. So did his joy and confidence
in dealing with it, or rather, seeing how the Lord dealt with
it. He wrote of this time, the mission had no paid helpers,
but God led volunteers without prearrangement to come in from
day to day to write from dictation. If one who called in the morning
could not stay long enough to answer all letters, another was
sure to come, and perhaps one or two might look in in the afternoon. Occasionally, a young friend
employed in the city would come in after business hours and do
needful bookkeeping or finish letters not already dealt with.
So it was, day by day. One of the happiest periods of
my life was that period of inactivity when one could do nothing but
rejoice in the Lord and wait patiently for Him and see Him
meeting all one's needs. Never were my letters before
or since kept so regularly and promptly answered. And the eighteen
asked of God began to come. There was some first correspondence,
then they came to see me in my room. Soon I had a class studying
Chinese at my bedside. In due time the Lord sent them
all forth, and then dear friends at Mid-May, the nearby Christian
Conference Center, began to pray for my restoration. The Lord
blessed that means also, and I was risen up. One reason for
my being laid aside was gone. Had I been well and able to move
about, Some might have thought that my urgent appeals, rather
than God's working, had sent the 18 men to China. But utterly
laid aside, able only to dictate a request for prayer, the answer
to our prayers was the more apparent. One of those who came during
this time was the Reverend C. G. Moore, a candidate in eventually
a number of the mission serving in China. He wrote this about
his first meeting with Hudson Taylor at Peril and Road. His
study was the back room on the ground floor and could be entered
from the front sitting room by large folding doors. Shall I
say I was shocked or surprised or both? At any rate, I had an
absolutely novel experience. The room was largely occupied
with packing cases and some rough shelves set along one of the
walls. Near the window, which looked out on the dreary back
gardens, was a writing table littered with papers. In front
of the fireplace, where a fender is usually found for a low, narrow
iron bedstead neatly covered with a rug, Mr. Taylor's chief
resting place by night and by day. I hardly think there was
a scrap of carpet on the floor, and certainly not a single piece
of furniture that suggested the slightest regard for comfort
or appearance. Mr. Taylor offered no word of
apology or explanation, but lay down on his iron bedstead and
eagerly plunged into a conversation which was, for me, one of life's
golden moments. Every idea I had hitherto cherished
of a great man was completely shattered. The high, imposing
airs and all the trappings were conspicuously absent, but Christ's
ideal of greatness was then and there so securely set in my heart
that it has remained through all the years up to this moment.
I strongly suspect that by his unconscious influence, Mr. Hudson
Taylor did more than any other man of his day to compel Christian
people to revise their ideas of greatness. I mention these
details because they show light upon some of the important principles
upon which Mr. Taylor based his life and service.
He profoundly realized that if the millions of China were to
be evangelized, they would have to be a vast increase in self-denial
and self-sacrifice upon the part of Christians at home. But how
could he ask and urge others to do what he was not practicing
himself? So he deliberately stripped his life on all sides of every
appearance of self-consideration and self-indulgence. And it was
just the same in China. But there an additional principle
came into action. He would not ask those who worked
with him to face hardships he himself was not willing to endure.
He never used his position as director of the mission to purchase
himself the least advantage or ease. He made it his, under all
circumstances, to live in that spirit and practice of self-sacrifice
which he expected to find in his brethren on the field. However
hard his lot might be in China, every missionary knew that Mr.
Taylor had suffered in the same way and was ready to do so again. No man could suspect at any time
that while he himself was bearing the cross, his leader, under
more favorable circumstances, was shirking it. Herein was one
explanation of the remarkable and affectionate attachment to
Mr. Taylor on the part of so many
in the mission. But just as the friends and candidates of the
mission were challenged by Hudson Taylor's example, they also learned
to trust the power of prayer. The monthly remittance to be
cabled to China on one occasion was very small, nearly 235 pounds
less than the average expenditures to be covered. So when the household
gathered for noon prayers, Hudson suggested, let us bring the matter
to the Lord in prayer. That very evening, The postman
brought a letter which was found to contain a check to be entered.
From the sale of a plate it said, do you know what the sum was?
Just over two hundred and thirty-five pounds. Once after he was able
to be up and about again, Hudson was returning from a meeting
when he happened to take a seat on a train beside a Russian nobleman
who had heard him speak at the meeting. As they traveled to
London together, Count Bobrinsky took out his pocketbook. Allow
me to give you a trifle, he said. toward your work in China." But
the banknote he handed to Mr. Taylor was a large sum. Hudson
realized that there must have been some mistake. Did you not
mean to give me five pounds, he asked? Please let me return
this note. It is for fifty. I cannot take
it back, replied the Count, who was just as surprised as Hudson.
Five pounds was what I meant to give. But God must have intended
you to have fifty. I cannot take it back. Impressed
with what had just taken place, Hudson reached Pireland Road
to find family and friends gathered for special prayer. A China remittance
was to be sent out, and the money in hand was short by 49 pounds,
11 shillings. There on the table, Hudson laid
his banknote for 50 pounds. But even after all the answers
to prayer of those years, enormous barriers still remained. In fact,
In the months immediately after the eighteen pioneer missionaries
sailed from England for China, the two countries again came
to the brink of war. A British official traveling
into far western China was murdered. And when the government in London
lodged a protest, the Chinese government ignored the demands.
The British ambassador, having exhausted all diplomatic channels,
left Peking for the coast to sail home. War looked inevitable
at the very time Hudson was preparing to follow the eighteen new missionaries
to China. accompanied by yet another eight
new workers. Many friends of the mission tried
to talk Hudson out of going. You will all have to return,
they said, and as to sending off pioneers to the more distant
provinces, it is simply out of the question. But Hudson felt
certain that there had been no mistake. The men and money were
finally available. Certainly the time had come to
take the gospel where it had never been before. Was inland
China going to remain closed? Hudson spent many long hours
on his knees in the third-class cabin of the French steamer that
carried the tailors and their eight new young colleagues toward
China. Two years before he had written, my soul yearns, oh,
how intensely, for the evangelization of the hundred and eighty millions
of these unoccupied provinces, oh, that I had a hundred lives
to give or spend for their good. In the meantime he did everything
in his power and more to keep that vision alive. He and the
mission had gone through so much, and now? At the last moment,
the Chinese government relented. The viceroy, Li Hengzhao, rushed
to the coast, overtaking the British minister at Caifu. And
it was there that the memorable convention was signed, which
finally promised complete access to every part of China. When
Hudson reached Shanghai, the good news awaited him. The agreement
had been signed the week after he sailed from England. And three
parties of the 18 had already set out and were well on their
way into the interior. Just as our brethren were ready,
Hudson wrote, not too soon, not too late. The long closed door
opened to them of its own accord. 1876, 1881. While the doors to inland China
were technically open for some years, they were only open a
crack. But the Zaivu convention, in
effect, flung wide the doors. The agreement not only stated
that foreigners were at liberty to travel anywhere in the emperor's
dominions, earlier agreements had promised that, but this time
foreign travelers went with the guarantee of the emperor's own
protection and were to be received with respect and in no way hindered
in their journey. Imperial proclamations declaring
the policy were to be posted in every city. And for a period
of two years, British officials could be sent anywhere in China
to make sure that all these provisions were carried out. The China Inland
Mission representatives were the first, and in many parts
of China, the only foreigners to make use of this opportunity.
And on more than one occasion, alarmed local government officials
would welcome the unexpected missionaries to a new city with
elaborate hospitality, while their minions hurriedly tacked
up the official documents they were supposed to have already
posted. Far and wide, the pioneer missionaries traveled, crossing
and recrossing all the provinces of the interior, and penetrating
even into Tibet. Over 30,000 miles these men journeyed
in the first 18 months. The way, however, wasn't at all
easy. For while the Chinese government approved their travel, many leaders
still resented the presence of Westerners, and the rigors of
travel, mostly on foot or by wheelbarrow, remained as difficult
as ever. Hudson himself was able to accomplish
little of what he had planned in the first few months back
in China. A fever he caught while sailing up the China Sea led
to a serious illness that confined him for some time in Xinjiang,
where he could do little except pray and help with mission correspondence. It is difficult to realize that
I cannot run about as I once did, he wrote to his wife, She
had stayed in England to care for the Taylor children, the
older four, two little ones born to her, and the adopted orphan
daughter of George Duncan. And in a later letter he added,
The weakness that prevents overwork may be the greatest blessing
to me. But overwork could hardly be avoided. In addition to his
responsibility as director of the work in China, and the editing
of China's Millions, a new illustrated magazine the mission published
and sold back in England, Hudson soon took over the office duties
of the mission secretary, whose health forced him to go on furlough.
Whenever work permitted, Hudson liked to take a break to play
the harmonium and sing hymns. His favorite contained the words,
Jesus, I am resting, resting in the joy of what thou art.
I'm finding out the greatness of thy loving heart. One of the
18 missionary evangelists, Mr. George Nichols, was with Hudson
on one occasion when the mail arrived in the office with the
disturbing news of serious rioting around two of the older stations
of the mission. Thinking Hudson might wish to
be alone, the younger man was about to withdraw when, to his
surprise, Hudson began to whistle that same refrain, Jesus, I am
resting, resting in the joy of what thou art. Turning in surprise,
George Nichols explained, How can you whistle when our friends
are in so much danger? Would you have me anxious and
troubled?" Hudson responded. That would not help them, and
would certainly incapacitate me for work. I have just to roll
the burden on the Lord. Day and night that was exactly
what he did. Frequently anyone awake in the
little mission house of Shenyang might hear at 2 a.m. or 3 a.m. the soft refrain of Hudson's
favorite hymn, which spelled out his strategy for handling
all the pressures and problems that the mission faced. Hudson
regained strength enough to travel. He knew he would need to stay
longer in China than the 40 weeks he'd originally planned. Sometimes
it does seem hard, he wrote Jenny, to be away from you. But when
I think of the one who spent 33 years away from his heaven
and finished them on Calvary, I feel ashamed of my own selfishness.
Though Hudson and Jenny enjoyed a wonderful reunion when he returned
after 16 months in China, their time together was short. For
Hudson brought with him the dreadful news of a famine in North China
where six million Chinese faced starvation after several straight
years of lost crops. The two pioneer missionaries
recently sent to that region reported that children were dying
by the thousands and young girls were being sold into slavery
and taken away in large numbers to be resold in southern Chinese
cities. Hudson felt so burdened by the
conditions in North China that he devoted most of his energy
to telling Christians throughout Britain about the needed relief
work. But when funds began coming in for the rescue of starving
children, the next problem became obvious. Where was the woman
who could go to that province to head up the relief work among
the women and children? No European woman had ever been
beyond the mountains that separated Chauncey from the coast. Just
to get there meant a journey of two weeks by mule litter over
dangerous roads with miserable ends at night. Experienced, devoted
with the knowledge of the language, and having already earned the
confidence of fellow missionaries, both men and women, Jenny Taylor
couldn't help thinking she was the person who needed to go.
But how could she? She and Hudson had just been
separated for more than a year. He, as usual, had worn himself
out in China and could use her help with mission business at
home. And who would care for the seven children? As she struggled
with the decision, Jenny prayed that God would give her a sign.
I felt like Gideon, she wrote, that my strength in China would
be, have not I commanded thee? And I wanted some fleeces to
confirm my faith, and as a token for those who would have me remain
at home, I asked God to give me in the first place money to
purchase certain requisites for outfit, as we had none to spare,
and further, to give me liberally as much as fifty pounds, so that
there might be money in hand when I went away. The very next
day a friend called to see her, saying, Will you accept a little
gift for your own use or get anything you need for the journey?"
And the gift was 10 pounds, exactly the allowance the mission made
for outfitting a missionary for the trip to China. A few days
later, she received another unexpected check for exactly 50 pounds. Her fleeces so precisely answered,
she knew what she must do. And finally, the solution To
her great concern was also provided when Hudson's sister, Amelia
Broomhall, who lived next door to the Powerland Road headquarters,
announced, If Ginny is called to go to China, I am called to
care for her children. So for another year, Hudson and
Ginny were separated. While she ministered to the needs
of starving women and children in North China, he oversaw the
training of yet another thirty new missionaries and began to
see a new complication resulting from the expansion of the mission.
The pioneer missionaries naturally sought headquarters where they
could establish their own homes. And just as naturally, many decided
to get married. That meant sending women into
the vast interior of China, something no other mission had ever done.
And immediately prompted a new wave of criticism about the China
Inland Mission's policies. Married couples would soon have
children, and single women would have need to be sent to help
take care of some of the busy mother's duties of evangelism.
and teaching among the Chinese women. And if he thought the
criticism for sending married women out into pioneer missionary
work was severe, it was nothing compared to the outcry over allowing
single women to be exposed to the dangers and hardships of
life in inland China. But Hudson, having seen the great
effectiveness of Maria during his early days in China, and
now having sent Jenny on her unprecedented assignment into
Chauncey, had great confidence in the courage, strength and
resourcefulness of women missionaries. So, by the time he and Jenny
were reunited in Shanghai in 1879 for an extended tour of
the mission centers around China, the decision to open up women's
work was already made, and it soon turned out to be one of
the most significant decisions Hudson ever made. Stranded for
a time in the young's gorges The first women who went to the
far west spent a strange Christmas amid their belongings spread
out to dry upon the rocks. And what crowds overwhelmed them
when they reached their destinations? For nearly two months, Mrs. Nichols
wrote from Shung King, I have seen some hundreds of women daily. Our house has been like a fair.
More than once, she fainted from exhaustion in the midst of crowds
of guests who came to sit and listen to the gospel story told
by the only white woman in a province of some sixty million people.
And when she returned to consciousness, she would find the woman fanning
her, full of affection and concern. One lady, who cared for her like
a mother, would send round her own sedan chair with an urgent
request for Mrs. Nichols to return in it immediately.
The most comfortable bed in her apartment was waiting. And after
sending out all of the younger women, she would sit down herself
to fan the weary visitor till she fell asleep. Then an inviting
dinner was prepared, and on no account was Mrs. Nichols allowed
to leave until she ate a healthy meal. Everywhere those first
women went, they were surprised at how glad the people were to
see them, how eager they were to hear the message, and not
just out of curiosity, but with genuine interest in the Bible
and in this man, Jesus. So that by the end of the second
year after missionary women came on the scene, the pioneers were
rejoicing in 60 or 70 converts gathered into little churches
in the far inland provinces. But no one knew the cost and
the danger of such work any better than Hudson Taylor. Having lost
his beloved Maria to the demands and disease of China, he prayed
every day for the health and safety of every woman in the
mission. But as he wrote his mother, I cannot tell you how
glad my heart is to see the work extending and consolidating in
the remotest parts of China. It is worth living for, and yes,
worth dying for. Indeed, he almost did die. It
was a great blessing that Jenny was with him in China because
his life was threatened by illness three times during 1879. Her
supportive, inspiring attitude can be seen in a letter written
at that time, which she said, Don't you think that if we set
ourselves not to allow any pressure to rob us of communion with the
Lord, we may live lives of hourly triumph, the echo for which will
come back to us from every part of the mission? I have been feeling
that these last months, that all of our work, the most important
is that unseen, upon the Mount of Intercession. Our faith must
gain the victory for the fellow workers God has given us. They
fight the seen, and we must fight the unseen battle. And dare we
claim less than constant victory when it is for him and we come
in his name?" Though Hudson did pull through and began to regain
his strength, his trial regarding finances continued. Funds seemed
to be dropping lower and lower. We need much prayer, but God
cannot fail us. Let us trust and not be afraid,
he wrote to a fellow missionary. And when another friend noted
how much of his convalescence seemed to be sent in prayer,
Hudson asked, What would you do if you had a large family
and nothing to give them to eat? That is almost my situation at
present. When word reached China that
both of their mothers had died within a few weeks of each other,
Hudson and Jenny decided she was needed at home. He would
follow as soon as possible. His wife had only been gone ten
days when he wrote, I am sure you have been longing for me
as I have for you. At the right time, by the right
way, the Lord will bring us together again. Let us seek to live all
the more with him, to find him a satisfying portion." And a
month later, as he journeyed up the Yanks, he wrote, You are
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731, writes, God here cuts off from men every occasion for making
evasions, since He condemns by this one phrase, I have not commanded
them, whatever the Jews devised. There is then no other argument
needed to condemn superstitions than that they are not commanded
by God. For when men allow themselves to worship God according to their
own fancies, and attend not to His commands, they pervert true
religion. And if this principle was adopted
by the Papists, all those fictitious modes of worship in which they
absurdly exercise themselves would fall to the ground. It
is indeed a horrible thing for the Papists to seek to discharge
their duties towards God by performing their own superstitions. There
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that we cannot rightly worship God except by obeying His word,
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mind, as though he had said that men assume too much wisdom when
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