I cannot, need not, tell you
how much I miss you. But God is making me feel how
rich we are in his presence and love. He is helping me to rejoice
in our adverse circumstances, in our poverty, in the retirements
from our mission. All these difficulties are only
platforms for the manifestations of his grace, his power, and
his love. I am very busy, he continued
from Hua Chung when his meetings there had begun. God is giving
us a happy time of fellowship together, and is confirming us
in the principles on which we are acting." Now that last statement
was a crucial declaration of confidence for the time. Hudson,
alone, and along with all the other missionaries who gathered
at Huacheng, had recommitted themselves to continue the current
course of the mission. And the mission was fast approaching
another point of crisis. After years of prayer, patience,
and persevering effort, A position of unparalleled opportunity had
been reached. Inland China lay open before
them. But reinforcements were needed at all the settlement
stations in the far north, the south, and the west. Not to advance
would be to retreat from the position of faith taken up at
the beginning. Not advancing would mean surrendering to difficulties
rather than trusting the living God. True, funds were low and
had been for years. It was also true that the new
workers coming out to China were few. So it would have been easy
to say, for the present, no further extension is possible. But not
to move forward would mean throwing away the new opportunities God
had given. And the feeling among the missionaries was that pulling
back could not be God's way for the evangelization of inland
China. So the members of the China Inland Mission instead
took a bold and startling step of faith. They agreed and then
sent home word of their agreement to pray for 70 new workers to
come to China. Now at a time when the entire
membership of the mission totaled only a little more than 100 workers,
when funds for their own support were greatly strained, the missionaries
agreed to pray for 70 more. Since it didn't seem practical
to receive and arrange for so many new missionaries in a shorter
time, they set a three-year time frame on the expansion. As the
conference came to agreement on the matter, someone exclaimed,
if only we could meet again and have a united praise meeting
when the last of the 70 had reached China. We shall be widely scattered
then, said another missionary. But why not have the praise meeting
now? Why not give thanks for the 70
before we separate? So they held another prayer service,
this time to give thanks in advance for God's answer to their request.
But despite this great display of faith, there were many people
back in England, friends and critics alike, who doubted that
it would ever happen. 1882 to 1888. In faith, Hudson and his fellow
missionaries waited for encouraging word and added support from home.
But instead of having their faith rewarded with new and greater
resources for advancing into the territory, the existing work
of the mission suffered a greater shortage of funds than ever.
In October 1882 he wrote, We were at table when we received
our letters, the home mail, and when on opening one of them I
found instead of seven or eight hundred pounds for the month's
supplies, only just over ninety-six pounds. My feelings I shall not
soon forget. I closed the envelope again and,
seeking my room, knelt down and spread the letter before the
Lord, asking Him what was to be done with less than 97 pounds,
a sum it was impossible to distribute over 70 stations in which were
80 or 90 missionaries, including their wives, not to speak of
a hundred native helpers and more than the number of native
children to be fed and clothed in all of the schools. Having
first rolled the burden on the Lord, I then mentioned the matter
to others of our own mission in Kaifu, and we unitedly looked
to Him to come to our aid, but no hint as to our circumstances
was allowed to reach anyone outside. Soon the answers began to come,
kind gifts from local friends who little knew the peculiar
value of their donations, and help in other ways, until the
needs of the month were all met with our without our having been
burdened with anxious thoughts even for an hour. We had similar
experiences in November and December. Thus the Lord made our hearts
sing for joy and provided through local contributions in China
for the needs of the work as never before or since. Experiencing
this provision for their current needs, the missionaries felt
all the more reassured that God would answer their prayers for
the 70 new workers. But realizing the growing doubts
back in England, Hudson and his friends gathered for a prayer
meeting on the 2nd of February to ask God for some sign that
would serve as his stamp of approval and encourage the doubters back
home. As Hudson explained, we knew that our father loves to
please his children and we asked him lovingly to please us as
well as to encourage timid ones at home by leading someone of
his wealthy stewards to make room for large blessing for himself
and his family by giving liberally to this special object. It was
just a few days later when Hudson sailed for England, so he didn't
hear the results of that prayer until his ship stopped at Aiden.
Though no word of that special prayer meeting had reached home,
the home staff at Peril and Road had been thrilled to receive,
on the second of February, an anonymous gift of three thousand
pounds. Enclosed with the gift was a
verse, Ask of me and I shall give thee the heathen for thine
inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for my possession."
And that wasn't all. The gift was sent in an unusual
way. It was signed from father, mother,
and five children. It was striking, wrote Hudson,
to see how literally God had answered our prayer and led his
faithful steward to make room for a large blessing for himself
and his family. And by the time Hudson reached
London that spring, he recognized a growing respect for and interest
in the work of the China Inland Mission. Word of their pioneering
work had begun to spread. Alexander Wiley of the London
Missionary Society had written, They are opening up the country
and this is what we want. Other missions are doing a good
work, but they are not doing this kind of work. John McCarthy
had just returned on furlough after walking clear across China
from east to west preaching in cities all along the way. Henry
Salteau and J.W. Stevenson, the first Europeans
to enter western China from Burma, had also arrived to share their
experiences. So when Hudson arrived and began
making known the appeal for the Seventy, the Christian community
took a new interest in China. Hudson's brother-in-law, Benjamin
Brumall, had taken over the responsibility of General Secretary of the Home
Council and had made many new friends for the mission. So Hudson
was invited all over the country to talk about the work. And everywhere
he went, people were moved as they heard the story of the mission
and the ongoing needs of China. One of the mission's new friends,
a minister from Gloucester, said of Hudson's extensive speaking
to her, you could be quite sure that whatever else he might say,
he would make no plea for funds. Often I used to hearing him explain
almost apologetically. that his great desire was that
no funds should be diverted from other societies to the China
Inland Mission, and that it was for this reason he had taken
up lines of working which he hoped would preclude interference
with other organizations. Nothing gave him more genuine
pleasure than to speak well of other missions. Oh, the self-emptied
spirit, the dignified way in which his life of faith was lived
out, the reality of it all! Instead of wanting to get anything
out of it, he was always ready to give to you. His heart and
mind were full of that. Some people seemed to be asking
all the time, though they may not do so in actual words. He
never. At one conference where he spoke
about the needs of China and didn't even mention his own mission's
name, even though no collection was taken, the people emptied
their purses and stripped off their jewelry to donate it to
the cause. And, according to one contemporary
account, Fifteen or sixteen offers for the mission field were the
result, and the whole jewelry case was sent in the next day.
People had received so much that they felt they could give anything.
Even those who had only heard about Hudson Taylor responded.
One child from Cambridge, to whom Hudson Taylor was a household
name, wrote saying, If you are not dead yet, I want to send
you the money I have saved up to help the little boys and girls
of China to love Jesus. Canon Wilberforce of Southampton
also wrote at this time urging, will you do me the kindness to
give a Bible reading in my house to about 60 people and spend
the night with us? Please do us this favor in the
master's name. And Lord Bradstock wrote from
the continent saying, much love to you and the Lord. You are
a great help to us in England by strengthening our faith. And
from Dr. Andrew Bonar came 100 pounds
forwarded from an unknown Presbyterian friend. who cares for the land
of Sinai. Spurgeon invited him to speak
at the tabernacle, and Miss McPherson invited him to Bethnal Green.
My heart is still in the glorious work, wrote Mr. Burger with a
check of five hundred pounds. Most heartily do I join you in
praying for seventy more laborers, but I do not stop at seventy.
Surely we shall see greater things than these if we are empty of
self, seeking only God's glory and the salvation of souls. So
full was Hudson's time with meetings that it seemed he hardly had
time for his directorial duties. And yet one volume, used to note
mission correspondence when received, when answered, and a line about
the contents, shows that Hudson personally attended to 2,600
letters in the course of only ten months' time. There always
seemed to be so much work to do, and yet that work was being
rewarded. Representatives of the China
Inland Mission speaking at Oxford and Cambridge played a major
role in the beginning of a student revival which flamed bright and
blazed across Britain and eventually to North America. Even at its
beginning, it inspired so many to consider missionary services
that the China Inland Mission was soon flooded with inquiries
and enough support that Hudson was able to sail for China to
help prepare for the imminent arrival of the last of the 70,
even before the full three-year period was up. Though heartened
to know that the mission and its work had grown popular at
home, Hudson knew that the expansion in China would mean even greater
challenges. Soon we shall be in the midst
of the battle, he wrote from the China Sea, but the Lord our
God in the midst of us is mighty, so we will trust and not be afraid.
He will save. He will save all the time and
in everything. And again, some months later,
he wrote to Jenny, flesh and heart often fail. Let them fail.
He faileth not. Pray very much. Pray constantly,
for Satan rages against us. There is much to distress. Your
absence is a great and ever-present trial, and there is all the ordinary
and extraordinary conflict. But the encouragements are also
wonderful. No other word approaches the truth, and a half of them
cannot be told in writing. No one dreams of the mighty work
going on in connection with our mission. Other missions, too,
doubtless, are being greatly used. I look for a wonderful
year. When he sailed for China, he
planned to be back in England by the end of the year. But the
unfinished work kept him into and through 1886, the most fruitful
year the mission had yet experienced. Hudson spent months on an extensive
inland tour, visiting new stations, instructing his missionaries,
holding conferences, meeting with Chinese Christians, and
even engaging in new evangelistic ventures. Old colleagues in distant
stations, some he hadn't seen for years, shared old memories
and rejoiced with Hudson at the exciting new growth of the mission.
Younger missionaries found inspiration in the presence and the faithful
example of the mission's leader. And in discussions with Hudson,
they all dreamed and planned about the future of the work.
We all saw visions at that time, recalled one missionary who traveled
with Hudson. Those were days of heaven upon earth. Nothing
seemed difficult. Hudson amazed his younger colleagues
with his endurance as they traveled by foot and pack mule over rugged
terrain in the remotest regions of China. Often the inns where
they stayed were so crude that the travelers shared sleeping
quarters with their mules who would be so hungry that they
would eat the straw from the missionaries' pallets as they
tried to sleep. Many times there were no inns to be found at all,
and in the hottest weather the missionaries were sometimes forced
to travel at night. One young missionary, a noted
athlete back in England, wrote about the rigors of Chinese travel.
Night traveling was one of the hardest experiences I've ever
had because I could not sleep by day. Occasionally, when I
did drop off, I would wait to find that Mr. Taylor had been
looking after me, rigging up mosquito netting to keep the
flies away. Walking at night, I had been so sleepy that even
the motion could not keep me awake, and having fallen right
down while plodding on, the tumble was all that roused one for the
time being. The inns being closed at night,
we often used to lie down by the roadside where the animals
had to be fed. Our own fare consistently consisted
chiefly of rice and millet. Occasionally, we were able to
purchase a chicken, eggs, cucumbers, or a little fruit. But we did
not stop at regular stages, and as it was the rainy season, nothing
was brought out for sale in the places through which we passed.
With so much rain, we often got soaked completely through. The
way we managed was to take off our garments, one by one, and
dry them in front of the fire. On one occasion, this so offended
the kitchen god that Mr. Taylor had to come and make peace.
Of course, we carried no bedding, though Mr. Taylor always had
two pillows, one for the head and one for the thigh, and we
each carried a plaid. The medicine chest sometimes
came in useful as an extra pillow. I remember coming to one river
where there were a few houses and people who made a harvest
by carrying travelers over. They met us saying that the river
was impassable. Nevertheless, for a thousand
cash apiece, they would take us across. This was outrageous. So I went into the water which
was rising by inches, the rain being a perfect deluge. When
the men saw we were not to be deterred, they came and gave
some help, glad to be paid a fair price for their work. After we
were over, the water rose by feet. Had we been half an hour
later, no crossing would have been possible. The river was
by that time a wild, raging torrent. On the farther side there was
a small village, but no inn. To go on was impossible. stay,
we must, though the only shelter we could find was apparently
a pig's die. So we turned the occupant out,
borrowed a few forms, took the doors off their hinges to lie
on, and, rolling ourselves in our plaids, prepared to pass
the night as comfortably as circumstances would permit. We were only masters
of the situation for a short time, however, for the pig came
back, charged the makeshift door, which at once fell in, and settled
down to share the apartment with us. After reflection, I concluded
that it was too cold to turn out on the chance of ignominious
defeat at the hands of the enemy. Next day was still cold, high
mountains instead of the scion plain, drenching rain instead
of burning sun. The road was washed away in places,
but still Mr. Taylor would push on. Where the
riverside was impassable, we had to clamber up steep banks
as best that we could and follow crumbling tracks on the mountains.
Nothing would stop him. though he often begged me to
remain behind. We had several narrow escapes
from landslides, the path giving way behind us and rolling stones
and earth into the stream. We had no fear of robbers and
the wolves, though we saw them, they did not attack us. We went
forty-eight to fifty miles one day, and the last three stages
we made in two, not to miss the mail boat at Han Jong. Hearing
Hudson sing on one occasion when the entire party was exhausted
and extremely hungry, One of those with him noticed the words,
We thank thee, Lord, for this our food, and couldn't help but
ask where the food was. Why, it can't be far away, Hudson
smiled. Our father knows that we are
hungry and will send our breakfast soon, but you'll have to wait
and say your grace when it comes, while I shall be ready to begin
eating at once. And sure enough, just ahead they
met a man with ready-cooked rice to sell, which made an excellent
meal. Well, whatever else he had to
leave behind on his journey, he always carried a box of matches,
candles, and his four-volume Bible. He would invariably get
his quiet time an hour before dawn, one of his companions wrote,
and then possibly sleep again. When I woke to feed the animals,
I always found him reading the Bible by the light of his candle.
No matter what the surroundings or the noise in those dirty inns,
he never neglected this. He used to pray on such journeys,
lying down, for he usually spent long times in prayer, and to
kneel would have been too exhausting. The last segment of Hudson's
great inland journey looked to be the easiest, a thousand-mile
boat ride down the Han River from the northern provinces to
the coast. But on this last stage of the trip, Hudson volunteered
to take charge of Annie Pierce, the little five-year-old daughter
of Han Chung missionaries who feared for the sickly girl's
life. Her only hope seemed to be the changed climate at the
coast. Annie's parents, knowing that there were no women in Hudson's
party, worried about burdening him with their daughter's care
for the four to six week journey. But Hudson insisted and personally
saw to the child's clothes and meals on the trip, caring for
her and watching over her day and night. My little charge is
wonderfully improving, he was able to write Jenny from the
boat. She clings to me very lovingly and it is sweet to feel little
arms about one's neck once more. No sooner did Hudson conclude
his extensive tour of China than he convened the first meeting
of the newly formed China Council of the Mission. As 1886 drew
to a close, the recently appointed superintendents of the provinces
gathered at Anqing, where Hudson planned to share the results
of his trip, discuss the most pressing needs of the mission,
and then challenge the leaders of the mission in China to begin
thinking about larger future developments. But even Hudson
was surprised when after an entire week given to prayer and fasting,
those attending the conference agreed that to make any significant
advances at all, a hundred new workers were needed right away.
A hundred! But as they carefully detailed
the needs, Hudson had to agree that with 50 central stations
already established, even a hundred new workers would be all too
few for the new expansion they planned. So with Hudson's permission,
the group cabled a message to London Pray for a hundred new
workers in 1887. What a stir that cable created
in England. No mission in history had ever
dreamed of sending out such an army of missionary reinforcements.
The China Inland Mission only had 190 members then. People
could hardly believe that they would pray for an increase of
more than 50% in one year, until Hudson arrived home to tell of
the three-part prayer being prayed by the missionaries in China.
Before he left, The mission leaders in China agreed to pray not just
that God would bring them 100 new missionaries, but also that,
unsolicited, an extra $50,000 would be received above and beyond
the present income so that all the new missionaries' needs would
be met. And third, that the extra money would come in large sums
so that the small office staff at the Home Office wouldn't be
burdened with extra correspondence and record keeping. And what
happened in 1887? 600 men and women actually volunteered
for services with the China Inland Mission during that year. 102
were chosen, equipped, and sent out. Not just $50,000, but $55,000
in extra income was received without solicitation so that
every need was met. Perhaps more amazingly, just
11 gifts covered it all, scarcely adding to the work of the staff.
Even so, the answers to prayer placed greater demands on Hudson.
He spoke two, three, sometimes four times a day. He seemed to
be constantly interviewing interested candidates and still managing
a prodigious correspondence load, averaging 13 or 14 letters a
day, every day for 12 months. But the story of the hundred
was told by Christians far and wide, creating an even greater
interest in China and the work of the mission. As a result,
Hudson was invited by Dwight L. Moody to stop in America on
his way back to China in 1888. Hudson wrote, I had not the remotest
idea in coming to America that anything specially bearing upon
the work of the China Inland Mission would grow out of it.
I was glad to come when my way was providentially open. I wanted
to see Mr. Moody and had heard of over 2,000
students wishful to consecrate their lives to God's service
abroad. But the American societies, I thought, are not quite in a
position to take up these 2,000. And perhaps if we tell them about
God's faithfulness, they will find it written in their Bibles
not to be sent, but go. I believed in verbal inspiration
and that God would have said, be sent, if that's what he had
wished. Instead, he wrote, go. I hoped
I might be able to encourage some to go. After Hudson spoke
to a large student conference Dr. Moody had organized, the
inspired students took it upon themselves to raise money to
be given as support for missionaries in China. The total amount of
their giving was enough to pay the yearly expenses of eight
missionaries. But far from being joyous over
this development, Hudson felt a new burden. As he explained,
to have missionaries and no money would be no trouble for me for
the Lord is bound to take care of his own. He does not want
me to assume his responsibility. But to have money and no missionaries
is very serious indeed. And I do not think it would be
kind of you, dear friends in America, to put this burden upon
us, and not to send some from among yourselves to use the money.
We have the dollars. Where are the people?" Hudson
was anxious to get to China, and as he said, if he had missionaries
without money, he would be ready to leave immediately, trusting
that the money would come. He had done just that on numerous
occasions, but he couldn't just take the money and leave without
the missionaries it was to support. Moody encouraged Hudson to make
a direct appeal for workers. So he did. And when the first
three were accepted, he began to feel glad about having the
money in hand. But another complication developed.
Every time he accepted another candidate, that person's friends,
family, and church pledged to underwrite his support. So that
when the first eight were chosen, the original fund remained untouched. It seemed to Hudson that consecrated
money was something like consecrated loaves and fishes, there appeared
to be no using it up. So it was, though he had no previous
intention to do so, that Hudson immediately established an American
branch of the China Inland Mission, and with only three months of
his arrival, sailed from the United States with fourteen young
North American missionaries to China. From that time on, the
China Inland Mission, which had always been interdenominational,
was an international mission as well. In the following years,
the China Inland Mission mushroomed into a truly worldwide ministry.
Thirty-five Scandinavian missionaries ready for service arrived unannounced
in Shanghai, not long after Hudson had toured Norway and Sweden
to speak about the spiritual needs of China. Germany sent
contingents of workers from their mission, and Australia and New
Zealand also joined in the work. Before long, the China Council
in Shanghai became the center of a greater organization than
its founder had ever imagined. But even though the spiritual
overflow of his life's work now reached to the ends of the earth,
even though his sense of responsibility and his workload grew in proportion,
Hudson Taylor's faith held him up and kept him steady. Those
around him noted his strength, and an Episcopalian minister
who hosted him on a stay in Australia observed, he was an object lesson
in quietness. He drew from the bank of heaven
every farthing of his daily income. My peace I give unto you. Whatever did not agitate the
Savior or ruffle His spirit was not to agitate him. The serenity
of the Lord Jesus concerning any matter and at its most crucial
moment was His ideal and practical possession. He knew nothing of
rush or hurry, of quivering nerves or vexation of spirit. He knew
that there is a peace passing all understanding and that all
He could not do without it. I am in the study. You are in
the big spare room, I said to Mr. Taylor at length. You are
occupied with millions, I with tens. Your letters are pressingly
important, mine are comparatively little moments. Yet I am worried
and distressed, while you are always calm. Do tell me, what
makes the difference?" My dear McCartney, he replied, the peace
you speak of is, in my case, more than a delightful privilege.
It is a necessity. I could not possibly get through
the work I have to do without the peace of God, which passeth
all understanding, keeping my mind and heart. That was my chief
experience of Mr. Taylor. Are you in a hurry, flurried,
distressed? Look up. See the man in the glory. See the face of Jesus shining
upon you, the wonderful face of the Lord Jesus Christ. Is
he worried or distressed? There is no care on his brow,
no least shade of anxiety, yet the affairs are his as much as
yours. Keswick teaching, as it is called,
was not new to me. I had received those glorious
truths and was preaching them to others. But there was the
real thing, an embodiment of Keswick teaching such as I had
never hoped to see. It impressed me profoundly. Here
was a man, almost sixty years of age, bearing tremendous burdens,
yet absolutely calm and untroubled. Oh, the pile of letters, any
one of which might contain news of death, the lack of funds,
of riots, or serious trouble. Yet all were opened, read, and
answered with the same tranquility. Christ, His reason for peace.
His power for calm. Dwelling in Christ, He drew upon
His very being and resources in the midst of and concerning
the matters in question. And this He did by an attitude
of faith as simple as it was continuous. Yet He was delightfully
free and natural. I can find no words to describe
it save the scriptural lesson or expression, In God. He was
in God all the time, and God in Him. It was the true abiding
of John 15. But oh, the lover-like attitude
that underlay it! He had in relation to Christ
a most bountiful experience of the Song of Solomon. It was a
wonderful combination. The strength and tenderness of
one who amid stern preoccupation, like that of a judge on the bench,
carried in his heart the light and love of home. And through
it all, the vision and spiritual urgency of his earlier years
remained undimmed. In fact, his sense of responsibility
to obey the last command of the Lord Jesus Christ only increased. as he came to see more clearly
the meaning of the Great Commission. He wrote in 1889, I confess with
shame that the question, what did our Lord really mean by his
command to preach the gospel to every creature, has never
been raised by me. I had labored for many years
to carry the gospel further afield, as having many others, had laid
plans for reaching every un-evangelized province and many smaller districts
in China, without realizing the plain meaning of our Savior's
words. to every creature. There were only 40,000 Protestant
Christians in all of China. Double that, triple the number,
and suppose each one could take the message of the gospel to
just eight of his friends and neighbors. That would only be
a million. The inadequacy of all his previous
efforts convicted Hudson as he wrote, How are we going to treat
the Lord Jesus Christ with regard to this last command? Shall we
definitively drop the title Lord as applied to Him? Shall we take
the ground that we are quite willing to recognize Him as Savior
as far as the penalty of sin is concerned, but are not prepared
to own ourselves bought with a price? Or Christ as having
claim to our unquestioning obedience? How few of the Lord's people
have practically recognized the truth that Christ is either Lord
of all or He is not Lord at all. If we can judge God's word instead
of being judged by it, if we can give God as much or little
as we like, then we are lords and He the indebted one to be
grateful for our dole and obliged by our compliance with His wishes.
If, on the other hand, He is Lord, let us treat Him as such. Why call ye me Lord, Lord, and
do not the things which I say? So it was that at 60 years of
age, Hudson Taylor, missionary to all of inland China, broadened
his mission's vision even farther. Nothing less would do but to
begin a systematic effort to obey Jesus' command and share
the story of his love and sacrifice with every man, woman, and child
in all of China. Ginny returned to China with
Hudson in 1891, amazed at how much the mission had grown and
was still growing. As remarkable as it had seemed
in 1887, with a hundred missionaries went to China in one year. In
1890 and 91, the China Inland Mission welcomed a hundred and
thirty-one new missionaries in Shanghai in less than six months
time. Sixty-six of them arriving in
one three-week period. The history of Christian missions
had seen nothing like it. And the advances in China weren't
limited to the work of the China Inland Mission. Between 1890
and 1895, 1,153 new missionaries went to China
through various mission agencies. And the work continued to grow.
By 1900, there were 750 China Inland Mission members. Four
million dollars had been raised without anyone but God being
asked to give, and there was no debt. Over 700 Chinese workers
were connected with the mission, and 13,000 Chinese believers
had been baptized. Prospects for the brand new century looked
even more exciting. with the first steps begun in
a deliberately strategy designed to reach every person in China
with the gospel. But then the Boxer Rebellion
of 1900 broke out and its madness swept the country. With the official
blessing of the Dowager Empress, the fanatical boxers rose up
from one end of China to the other in religious and patriotic
fervor to drive out the devil foreigners. Hudson, his health
broken during his tenth term of active missionary work in
China, 1898 and 1899, had, at Jenny's insistence, agreed
to travel to Switzerland to rest and try to recuperate. They no
sooner arrived there when the terrible word reached them. Telegram
after telegram came telling of riots, massacres, and of hunting
down of refugees in station after station of the China Inland Mission.
Each new word brought greater and greater sorrow until Hudson
weakened emotionally and physically to the point that he thought
he could bear no more. I cannot read, he said at that point.
I cannot pray, I cannot scarcely even think, but I can trust."
Before the rebellion ended and order was restored in China,
thousands had died, including 58 China Inland Missionary members,
along with 21 of their children, and countless Chinese converts
of the mission. Yet when the violence did end,
The China emblem mission returned to its centers, many of which
had been destroyed, and resumed the work without so much as a
single demand of the Chinese government for compensation.
That attitude of courage and forgiveness made such an impression
that helped set the stage for a new era of effective evangelism
in China. The words of a white-haired Chinese
pastor in Shanxi came true. Kingdoms may perish, he said
just before he was killed at the Boxer Rebellion, but the
Church of Christ can never be destroyed. Hudson stepped down
from the directorship of the mission in 1900, and his health
prevented his return to China for some time. By the time he
regained enough strength for another round-the-world journey,
Jenny was herself dying of cancer. So he stayed and cared for her
until she died in July of 1904. During her last night, though
she had obvious difficulty breathing, she kept assuring Hudson that
she felt no pain, no pain. But toward morning, seeing the
anguish on his face, she finally whispered, Ask him to take me
quickly." Never had Hudson prayed such a difficult prayer, but
for his wife's sake he asked God to free her spirit. Within
five minutes Jenny's breathing grew quieter, and then all was
at peace. Hudson's sense of desolation
was unspeakable. On the wall of the tailor's sitting
room hung a scripture text, the last purchase the couple had
made together. Many times in the days following Jenny's death
Hudson looked upon this through tears to those words in blue
on their white background. It said, faithful is he who made
the promises. He told a friend, all we have
to do is look up with patience to see how we will prove it true. Early the following year, Hudson
sailed with his son and daughter-in-law to China. At 73 years of age,
he made a long, remarkable tour of the country that took him
to many spots and even into the province of Hunan, where he had
never journeyed before. And oh, how the people responded,
both missionaries and the Chinese, everywhere he went. He was called
Venerable Father and Benefactor of China by many who came to
greet him. Crowds gathered to hear him whenever
he spoke, and sometimes just to see him pass. The trip into
Hunan had to be especially gratifying. It was the last of the provinces
to get a permanent China Inland Mission station, and it hadn't
been fully accessible until after the Boxer Rebellion. Hudson was
anxious to see that part of the country. And as his party crossed
the wide expanse of Tongting Lake and steamed upriver toward
the capital, Qingsha, he couldn't help but have thought about all
the toil and prayer that had gone into opening up the last
province of China to the gospel. Less than 10 years before, not
one missionary had settled there. Now there were no fewer than
111 from 13 different mission agencies with work in 17 different
cities and a strong band of Chinese Christians working along with
them. The advances were indeed remarkable. A work of God was
the only way people could think to describe the impact of Hudson
Taylor's life and of the China Inland Mission. But Hudson's
response was summed up in his words, we cannot do much, but
we can do a little, and God can do a great deal. On Saturday,
June 30th, 1905, the missionaries in Hunan's capital city welcomed
Hudson with a reception. That evening, his daughter-in-law
went into his room to check on him. Dear Father was in bed,
the lamp burning on the chair beside him, and he was leaning
over it with his pocketbook lying open, and the home letters it
contained spread out as he loved to have them. I drew the pillow
up more comfortably under his head and sat down on the low
chair close beside him, and he said nothing. I began talking
a little about the pictures in the missionary review lying open
on the bed, and I was just in the middle of a sentence when
Dear Father turned his head quickly and gave a little gasp. I looked
up, thinking he was going to sneeze. But another came, then
another. He was not choking or distressed
for breath. He did not look at me or seem
conscious of anything. I ran to the door and called
Howard, his son. But before he could reach the
bedside, it was evident that the end had come. I ran back
to call Dr. Keller, who was just at the foot
of the stairs. In less time than it takes to write it, he was
with us, but only to see dear father draw his last breath.
It was not death, but the glad, swift entry upon life immortal. And oh, the look of rest and
calm that came over the dear face was wonderful. The weight
of years seemed to pass away in a few moments. The weary lines
vanished. He looked like a child quietly
sleeping, and the very room seemed full of unutterable peace. Hudson
Taylor's body was taken in a casket generously purchased by poor
Chinese Christians from the province of Hunan to the family plot in
a little cemetery at Xinjiang. There his body was buried beside
those of his wife and children on the banks of the mighty Yangtze
River. In the heart of the land he loved and lived and died for. And what was to become of the
China Inland Mission? Hudson Taylor had been a man of such
unusual faith. God had always blessed the mission
while he lived and prayed for it. But what now? Hudson Taylor's
legacy lived on and continued to grow through the ministry
of the China Inland Mission. By the time the Japanese invaded
China during the 1930s in the first stages of the Second World
War, the mission's membership had swelled to 1,285. The total
income since 1900 had reached $20 million unsolicited. There were between 3,000 and
4,000 Chinese workers with the mission, and the baptisms in
the first three decades of the 1900s had totaled more than 100,000. The China Inland Mission, like
all Christian organizations, was expelled from China when
Mao Tse-tung and his communists took over the country after World
War II. But the mission continues today under the name of Overseas
Missionary Fellowship with its headquarters in Singapore, and
over 1,000 missionaries serving in nine countries throughout
Southeast Asia. And the China Inland Mission's
impact, like that of Hudson Taylor himself, lives on today in communist
China. Despite the reprehensive decades
of communist persecution, The Chinese Church, just as during
the Boxer Rebellion, could not be destroyed. So that when Western
Christians regained a measure of access to inland China again
in the 70s and 80s, the worldwide Christian Church learned that
there were by then millions of Chinese Christians and thousands
of house churches throughout China. And many, if not most,
of those millions of Chinese Christians must trace their Christian
heritage back to the work of the China Inland Mission and
its spiritual father, Hudson Taylor. What was the secret of
the spiritual giant strength that enabled his life to make
such an impact? Part of his secret was expressed
in the words to one of his favorite verses. He told me of a river
bright that flows from him to me that I might be for his delight
a fair and fruitful tree. It is very simple, he wrote.
But has he not planted us by the river of living water that
we may be for his delight fair and fruitful to his people? God
came first to Hudson Taylor's life, not the work, not the needs
of China or of the mission, not his own experiences. He knew
that the promise was true. Delight thyself also in the Lord
and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. From a practical
standpoint he knew the truth of Oswald Chambers' statement.
God does not give us overcoming life He gives us life as we overcome. And to Hudson Taylor, the secret
of overcoming lay in daily, hourly fellowship with God. This, he
learned, could only be maintained by personal prayer and faithful
meditation on God's word. With the life he lived and its
demands on his time and energy, finding opportunity for his own
spiritual maintenance wasn't easy, but he made it a priority. On his last journey through China
with his son and daughter-in-law, they traveled month after month
through northern China by cart and by wheelbarrow. The inns
they stayed in by night offered only the crudest accommodations.
Often then, there would be only one large room for everyone spending
the night in the inn. His children would screen off
a portion of the room for their father with curtains of some
sort. Then after everyone was asleep, they would be wakened
to the sound of a match striking, and see the flicker of candlelight
which told them Hudson was awake and reading his Bible. From 2
a.m. to 4 a.m. was his usual prayer
time, the time he could count on being undisturbed in prayer.
And that flicker of candlelight said more to his children about
prayer than anything they ever read or heard on the subject. And he not only read it, he lived
it. Hudson Taylor stopped at no sacrifice
in following Christ. Cross-loving men are needed,
he wrote in the midst of his labors in China. And if he could
speak to us today, he would no doubt say again, There is a needs
be for us to give ourselves for the life of the world. An easy,
non-self-denying life will never be one of power. Fruit-bearing
involves cross-bearing. There are not two Christs, an
easy-going one for easy-going Christians and a suffering, toiling
one for exceptional believers. There is only one Christ. Are
you willing to abide in Him and thus to bear much fruit? And with this, we complete the
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