Prove Me Now .... A Spiritual Personal Journal #59 - A Vision
I was sitting here in my hotel room with my roommate. Today was a relevation day where God showed me a fault in my heart and I had to ask forgiveness and surrender it. It was so big that I was sweating all over me in tears.
Tonight, God showed me my death. I was laid out like a slaughtered sheep and left to rut. My one arm was over my head where they dragged my body after I was beatened and left me in the dirt.
Man left me...but God was faithful and did not leave me alone.
When I was on my knees today praying in silence with tears. I asked God for only one thing as I surrendered up the area in my heart. I asked Him to not leave me alone...to not leave me. No one heard it because I did not say it outloud.
When I sat down, when I was done and at peace with God over it all. A note came from behind me and it read, "Peter-John, The Lord wanted me to tell you that He will Never leave you alone. He will never forsake you or leave you." I wept because I knew that God heard me and accepted my sacrifice with forgiveness given.
I seen my death. Whether it is my surrender death or my physical death....only time will tell. It looked very real and I had it twice and looked physical. I am at total peace either way.