Walking on this trail sometimes seems bewildering and tiring; especially when it seems that nothing but darkness is around us. People all around us as throwing daggers of back stabbing that we listen to, telling dirty jokes, building up material challenges of more involved and expensive things, discussions of the latest and amazing things saw on the TV Cable.....everything temporal forcusing on the here and now. No is talking about hope, the future, love, maturing in grace, God, or Heaven.
It amazes me how all the "Christians" ....so everyone calls themselves this....thing that everyone who dies or gets killed are going to Heaven. I even had someone tell me that a person who killed herself with drugs was good enough to go to Heaven. I was so amazed I said, "We did not Hitler's girlfriend think that Hitler was a good man and in her thoughts will probably go to Heaven?" So where is the line drawn in your mind?
Darkness and the Lucifer working all around us to dim the greatness of us being God's children. We are redirected from the glory that is IN us and all around us ....to the evil that surrounds us daily. Satan knows what he is doing. He has practiced being the Devil and deceit for 1,000's of years.
This is how it seemed on this house hunt. Nothing seemed to be going the way I would think it would with God directing. So many houses looked at and yet nothing seemed like the will of God. And then I just prayed and said, "Lord I don't want to make the same mistake I made at this house in Eastpointe. You want me in Detroit.....open the place you want me to live in." And then with this house going beyond the time the contract was written made me wonder if I made a mistake.
Then I prayed again, "God shut this door if I have made another mistake and show me where you want me to be. Or open the way and i will know this is the house. I do not want my will but to follow Your Will."
The door opened two days ago! I was told that next Friday we will be closing on the house! The friend of mine who I have been witnessing too will be helpiing me to get everything done that needs to be done or that I want to get done. He will make extra money that he needs and I will have time to witness to him through hard work working together!
God has His ways and I could have walk with more faith and seen things the way He wanted me to see them instead of letting the darkness affect my sight.
Give everything over to God and trust Him to guide your feet and your live will be better than anything you could ever do! You will be fulfilled and that is something no amount of money could ever do after the basics are met.