Christian was relating about something that God hit him with the friday before.

It cut me like a knife and sent me to the altar in tears to come before God immediately.

During my many tears of surrender......I silently asked God...........

do anything you want to me....kill me....whatever you want......JUST DO NOT EVER LEAVE ME.

And I sought Him with many tears.

When I was done....I went back and sat down.

A note was passed up to me from behind and it read...."Peter-John - The Lord wants you to know .... You are Not Alone. He will never leave you or forsake you."

No One had heard my heart cry at the altar but saw the tears and heard the sobs.

I then got up and told the students and staff what had just happened.

God heard me and answered me through another immediately.

IF you had not gotten it......I am going Home for sure. Whatever will be fall me....God has promised to see me through it.....no matter how much pain will be involved......I will by the hand of God make it through and home!!!! Praise God.

The doctors have told me that if I live long enough.......my rare cancer will kill me in a slow, painful, horrible death.