Prove Me Now .... A Spiritual Personal Journal #61 - Palms Opened
Where to begin? The yearly case study at seminary came after 4 days of intense lectures about holiness from a great brother in England....Dr. Calvin T. Samuel. Then we were instructed about the case study. Too much to absorb to try and put anything together. I was placed with some very smart men of God...ministers, evangelist...and I felt so stupid in comparison. I had no time to prepare and went to my room and poured out my fears out to God.
He then gave me an idea and had even given me the tools the day before. I went into the presentation a few days later and did what God gave me. In 5 minutes, I showed the process from sinner to complete child of God filled with holiness!!! Let everyone in amazement and wanting to do the demostration back at their churches.
Later, I found out that everyone failed the case study....but me....I had received 100% from all the judges. God came through and taught me at the same time! Oh how I wished that when I had become a new Christian, someone would have showed me this...it would have comforted me so much.
So many conversations with God and so many answers to prayers. My brakes on my old car gave me some serious problems last night and I just went into prayer about it....God fixed them like new!
Today, I needed a couch for my office to use and sleep on when I work too late and need to get up at 4:00 AM to pray and then go back to sleep until either a customer wakes me up or my required sleep time is in!!! So my friend came up from North Caroline and offered to help me move one...so I went to Salvation Army in hopes of spending my money with them.....and a couple would be ok....after I work I prayed and asked God to show me which one to get....and if He wanted too....put a new one there for me to get. As soon as I walked in....there it was ..... instead of being in the back of the building it was right up front and you could not miss it!!!! It was perfect!!! I sat on it and was filled with joy!! Here was my new Prayer tool and it was outrageous enough to be perfect for me!!! And to boot....it was $5.00 less than the other one! God knew how to answer prayer and make me laugh with joy!!! Praise God!!!
Tonight, I opened the palms of my hand and offered up my body for Him to do whatever He wants with me. Kill me, torture me....whatever He desires. Oh may I be spent for the glory of Him.