The last few days have been empty ones. Today, I was taking my shower and reality started to hit me. I am unhappy. A few minutes ago, I was writing a brother in Haiti and what I wrote him hit home. The medicine I was giving my brother was the same that I knew God was giving me.

Stop everything and be the man of God that the world needs me to be. Be the man of God that I need and desire to be. Take up my cross daily and move forward.

God is the same God yesterday, today, and forever. He knows about the tears, problems, loneliness, and all the other things I am going to go through by doing exactly what I know I must do. And I love Him enough to do it.

Please pray for me as I take the next step and daily if you would please. Also, I am asking that you will pray for me that God will send me to South Africa .... I feel led to go see Erlo Stegen and also to talk with the woman who was dead and God used Erlo to bring her back to live. The revival that God brought to the Zulu tribe has been going on for over 40 years now and I feel that it is God's will that I go there....I am not certain why or when. So please pray that God will direct me and open all the doors for me if it is really His will for me to go.

To God be ALL the glory!