Today was going just so great. A couple days ago I made my year anniversary being Cancer free. Today I broke the 2,500 mile marker on my bicycle with my trainer. Then I stopped in my office to pick up something and there was mail. It was as obvious as could be.....I knew what was in the envelope.
Why me? Why did God let me live? All my other cancer buddy died. I was the only one to live. I had been given 6 weeks to live. Everyone else was going along good. One by one I watched them die. Then one of my mother's best friends died of cancer. Why did God let me live?
I am no one. I am nothing. Why me?
Today, I opened the envelope and wondered why God? Why do you honor such a worm as me? I screw up. I try and I am humbled by failing all the time. Why do you bother with me? Why do you bless me? I don't understand.
Tears starting to fall. No one can tell me why ..... my heart .....i am just so humbled. God just keeps blessing and blessing me. I don't desire it. Inside the envelope is the copyright being granted on my book about William C. Burns. I am grateful but the tears just started to fall and they won't stop. I am humbled....I am just so humbled.
I need to go home and lay down.
Thank You God is all I can say right now.
Rhonda Hart -Heaven's ResidentRhonda Hart - 103 FM, Detroit, Michigan radio show broad caster and now walking on streets on gold.