I have been wondering what is going on. God has been answering almost all of my prayers and pretty quickly. He has blessed me enough to keep me in my office pretty much alone most of the time. He has opened doors to bring me closer to Him more than I have ever experienced before. Yet, I kept awaiting the dark veil and the pain that comes with it...knowing that He is there but I cannot get to the close presence of Him while my heart is made pure of affections. And it did not happen.
Then it hit me....my experience is different because He knows how to draw me away from everything but Himself. He gives me what I would have wanted and then I see it and see it for what it really is....nothing to be desired. Then I look at Him and want only Him. I wash away the affections of the past away and focus on Him.
Everything and everyone is for a reason. God. God. GOD.
Dr. John SungDr. John Sung Shang-Chieh - God's Revival Messenger to China