Prove Me Now .... A Spiritual Personal Journal #36
As time goes on, God has kept His promises and never left in the hands of Satan too long where I could not still at least cry out to Him. The year of 2010, pretty much found me suffering through sicknesses and treatments. The lost of my house and my money situation went belly up....why I used to wonder. With time, I have been given some insights to God's correcting me.
As a man of the world, I lived in the world, and I operated in the world. My dependence was not completely on God though I thought it was. When I lost everything including my health...I discovered what it really was like to depend on God and nestle up to Him. Lots of questions about "why" everything did not line up with what the churches were teaching....but then I soon learned how wrong they are in their damnable lies concerning God always blessing. God was showing me how He operates and how I should be as His son!
Last week, I went to a Leadership seminar and enjoyed it. I looked down at my only pair of dress shoes and saw a rip on the top. So I asked God for another pair and threw them away when I got home. I went to the store to replace my bike and price them out. While I was there, there were a group of people around a clearance display....there they were.....my dress shoes for $5.00!!! I could not believe it. Only ONE pair. I purchased them and thanked God for His wonderful supplying my needs!
In small things and in large things....God has always been faithful in His way! Praise God for all the lessons and love!