Proving God IS Alive - My Personal Journal - Entry #71 - In Hell? What happened? How did I get here? - - - - 2:13 P.M. - - - -
I died. I woke up in hell. How did I get here? I'm a Christian...I go to church usually, I tithe ...well 2% average but at least I gave, I golf with the Pastor regularly....I never cheated on my wife, rarely drink, never swear (well except when the car door closed on my hand), don't do drugs and I had morals. How did I end up in hell? Jesus told me that he never knew me.
I guess I never really knew Jesus either now that I really think about it. My wife would dust off the Bible just as the Minister was pulling up in our driveway. We never had time to pray because after work I wanted to relax and watch my sports and my wife wanted to watch her nightly soap operas. We watched as all our neighbors became new as each one died and we knew they went to hell...nasty people anyways and deserved it.....I'm not witnessing to them.
Now that I have all this time burning in this smelly place and desiring for just a drop of water....I have thought about it and realize just how much I hated God. If they offered to let us come out of here and go to heaven but we must agree to bow the knee and worship God I'll pull the door closed from the inside and lock them out. It would be even more of a hell to have to worship God forever. I realized that I hated him on earth and at least I don't have to be around him now. Hell is better than having to be around someone I hate. Can't see a thing with all this smoke.
You know I never read the Bible through not once. It felt good to go to the altar and get some tears going over my sins but I never repented and stopped sinning. Putting on a front was easy once I learned all the religious terms and how they applied. But I was on the seat of the throne in my life. A little mixture of God, lots of the world and tons of me....that was my religion. No wonder I ended up in hell. How could I have been so surprised for I chose it?
Saw close to 95% of my church body here in hell since I have been here. Amazing and I thought so many of them were religious. Even the Pastor is here. He is so hated down here for deceiving us. Should of heard him try to argue with Jesus when he said he never knew him. The Pastor said but Jesus I preached every Sunday for you. I gave money to missions. I did this and that.... the Angels had to drag him away to the demons in the pit of hell.
I did this to myself. I chose to go to hell. No excuses now....I have eternity in this smelly burning awful place but it is better than having to be around God and worship him whom I hated and hate more now. Hell is my heaven. Amazing to think that God can be so nice as to give me a place where I don't have to see him and he does not have to see me. Oh look at the little guy over there....that is the once powerful Devil....kind of a small guy don't you think. And over there is the never ending line of people going to hell and it is increasing with speed.
Well I have to go now...I just saw that Pastor again and I want to go punch his lights out some more for being a wolf in sheep's clothing and deceiving us.
Is this what goes on day after day in hell? Do "Christians" wake up in hell and wonder how they got there? Maybe if they actually read their Bible through they would know what is in there and what is expected from us. They say that 95% of people in churches are going to hell. That means that only 5 out of 100 is going to heaven. Where are you going for real?
God is a just God....he was not being mean when he created hell...he was being merciful to those that hate him.
Where are you going? To heaven to worship Jesus? Or to hell?
To God be ALL the glory
Keith DanielKeith Daniel - pictures - Evangelist from South Africa